I ended up having a cesarean section.  

So what about the law of attraction? How, with my all my preparation, did I manage to create cesarean instead of an orgasmic (or even ordinary …as if that is possible), natural birth experience?

I have had lots of time to reflect on this and the answer lies in the question.

I SO did not want a cesarean section.

I mean, I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY did not want cesarean section.

And with the benefit of hindsight, I can see now that I was far more focused on ‘NOT HAVING CESAREAN’ than on having a natural, vaginal birth.

For example, I was so thrilled to have a doc who did not assume that a cesarean was needed even though I was having twins one of whom (at the time) was in breech.

I wrote a post on ‘the myth that breech babies required cesarean’.

I used many healing techniques to avoid cesarean.

And I so DID NOT WANT CESAREAN. I resisted it at every level of my being. I hated the idea.

And that is why I attracted it. Because I was far more passionate about not having cesarean than I was about having a natural birth.

Instead of investing my energy into having a natural birth, I was fighting the possibility of cesarean.

 And each time I said NO to CESAREAN the universe just heard ‘CESEAREAN’….(it doesn’t hear NO..it just brings us what we focus on whether or not we want it).

And with the precision of this amazing universal law, it delivered exactly what I had given most of my attention to and my beautiful girls made their safe, gentle entry into this beautiful world through a very discrete incision in my pubis.

Are you fighting against or flowing towards what you really want in your fertility and birth experience?

In joy,

Deirdre Morris